for my family (dedicated especially for my mom)

The Best smile in the world is see my mothers smile

The best colth in the world is my mothers hug

The best entertainment in the world is see my family happy, sharing love, laugh and joy

The best story in the world is hearing my parents scold me when im doing something wrong

The best music in the world i ever hear is when my mother singing to make me sleep when im a baby

The best music in the world i ever heard is when my mother singing to make me sleep when im a baby

The best sound in the world is my family voice.. especially my mom

The best bed i ever have is my mother lap

The best medicine in the world is mother pray

The best memory in the world is seeing my family together happily...

The most delicious food is when im eat my mother cook from my mother own hand

The saddest things in the world is seeing my parents sad, angry and disapointed with me...

The most beautiful smile i ever seen is from my mother smiling face

By: Karina

disguise

Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people you
Must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something
That's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Have you ever seen your face,
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish, of being
Somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Are you waiting for the day
When your pain will disappear
When you know that it's not true
What they say about you
You could not care less about the things
Surrounding you
Ignoring all the voices from the walls

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come
I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Still we don't know what's yet to come
Still we don't know what's yet to come

my heart beat....

i close my eyes... and open it slowly...
i close it again and open it again..
i stare to the sky... so high... but so dark..
cloudy... windy...
its gonna rain i think..

yes it is gonna rain...
thunder sound start.. i hear it so loud.. yes so loud..
but my heart beat so low... i even cant hear it...
rain starts fall down from the sky..
but im still cant move...
im till laying in the meadow... when nobody able to sees me..
being suround by the tall grass..

rain falls more and more...
im feel it pain in my skin... but till i dont want to move..
im still laying in the grass which start bcome wet..
i close my eyes and feeling rain touching my skin..

my head start spining..
but till no one care..
my body pain..
and no one see..
my presence gone..
and no one realize..
i`ve been forget...
forget by u... by her.. by them... by all..

so i close my eyes again..
im start praying for all... and...
i hope someday all of u will remember me..




by : Karina

JUST A FEELING

Just a feeling i have,just a feeling
Just a feeling i have.Would you love me like that?
And if you love somebody else,
will you still pretend you're mine?
Would you leave me like that?
It's just a feeling i have.
Sometimes i lie awake while your are sleeping.
I think of all the things that we've been through.
I can't deny suspicious minds,
seeing things that don't exist.
Would you love me like that?
It's just a feeling i have.
It doesn't feel the same the way you hold me.
Sometimes you turn away when i kiss your lips.
And if you love somebody else,
will you still pretend you're mine.
Would you love me like that?
It's just a feeling i have.
Just a feeling i have.
Just a feeling.
Just a feeling i have.
Would you love me like that?
It's just a feeling i have.
There are times when words can take new meaning.
And all the sweetest things can sound the same.
And there are thousand ways to say goodbye i haven't heard.
Would you tell me like that?
It's just a feeling i have.
Just a feeling i have.
Just a feeling.
Just a feeling i have.
Would you love me like that?
It's just a feeling i have.
And if you love somebody else,
will you still pretend you're mine.
Would you love me like that?
It's just a feeling i have.
Just a feeling i have.
Just a feeling.
Just a feeling i have.
Would you love me like that?
It's just a feeling i have.

WELCOME TO MY LIFE

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life







i love this song meaning so much.. im sure many people also sometimes might be feel like this,,,, :)