my heart beat....

i close my eyes... and open it slowly...
i close it again and open it again..
i stare to the sky... so high... but so dark..
cloudy... windy...
its gonna rain i think..

yes it is gonna rain...
thunder sound start.. i hear it so loud.. yes so loud..
but my heart beat so low... i even cant hear it...
rain starts fall down from the sky..
but im still cant move...
im till laying in the meadow... when nobody able to sees me..
being suround by the tall grass..

rain falls more and more...
im feel it pain in my skin... but till i dont want to move..
im still laying in the grass which start bcome wet..
i close my eyes and feeling rain touching my skin..

my head start spining..
but till no one care..
my body pain..
and no one see..
my presence gone..
and no one realize..
i`ve been forget...
forget by u... by her.. by them... by all..

so i close my eyes again..
im start praying for all... and...
i hope someday all of u will remember me..




by : Karina