hiiiiiiiiii..
this is 22 august.. my birthdayyy... now im already oldddddd.. 24 years old now hehhee.. soon i will become more old old old and oldddd then will sudenly bcome a grandma hehehe
i cant believe it.. its realy so fast, im still remember when im still 5 years old when my birthday being celebrate by my parents... my family, but now my father already past away.. so sad to remember it..
well... so what im doin in my birthday is i give every friend in office 3 dozen dougnout :P total 36 person in office hehehe... well im happy many people wishing me...i just want to say thank u so much for all..
but the sadest thing is im not get any gift >o< (oooohhhhhh) hehhe... kidding.. saddest thing is i celebrate it alone... hmmm after back from office im wait till night then playing firework alone (so sad right, no one here to accompany me..) the one that i love also very bussy,.. i cant count on him now... i dont know him anymore... no gift from him its ok.. but just mesage.. no call... (what the heck..) from that i can see how he realy love me..
well.. its up to him.. now also i dont want to think bout him too much.. let it be what he want.. i dont care and not want to care.. i cant feel him anymore.. no loveeee.. maybe its the best thing for him.. and i dont want to cry always also every night coz of him only.... i have to forget my feelingggggg... i hate him now.. :(
well... my mam in USA... she not give me any call on my bday.. maybe she is to busy :( but at least she gave me wish 2 weeks ago (so longgggg),well even she not give me wishing now.. but she give me few money .. i have plan to buy new mobile, samsung galaxy fit (hahaha) that coz my both sis have samsung mobile who called as android and they said i should be android family also so i have to buy that mobile... hehhehe
well... however, or whatever happen to me today... im feel very thankfull for today.. ^^ and now i had bcome 24th hope all good things happen to me in my life... :) God Bless me :P